Friday, August 25, 2023

One the way to the office and back

In the morning:

the rattle of the struggling
ventilation system
in the underground garage

blends with the chatter
of a hundred wild parrots
clamoring in the naked poplars

in the park next to the office towers.
a complaint against the frigid
red december dawn?

I wonder if they remember
somewhere in their
emerald feathered breasts,

a fruited forest,
of plenitude and warmth,
where the sweetest fruits lie

close to the serpent's
unblinking eye.

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In the afternoon:

The Salvation Army lady,
well wrapped in Christmas muffler,
plays her butterscotch-sweet harmonica song
outside the Jackson Street Safeway.
She's as cheerful as her bucket.

Three girls, two boys,
-none of them past thirteen-
skitter up the sidewalk laughing.

The youngest boy tosses a cup in the air
and fails to catch it.
Ice scatters across the pavement
landing near the feet of an old man
sitting on the edge of a planter.
He's swathed in many cast off layers,
and all his goods are stashed in bags and bundles
stacked between his knees.

The children dash across the street
and one of the girls hoarsely whispers,
-you almost hit that old man!
The kid who'd tossed the cup
tosses a taunt over his shoulder
in a voice that has yet to change
-fuck you! and laughs with all the
unbottled and unconscious glee
and naive cruelty that beardless boys
sometimes overflow with
and whom we hope grow out of it
before they own a business
or run for office.

Three young men with neatly trimmed beards
and casually hip office attire, pass me by.
one of them says
-they have some pretty good shit
and the portions are really big.

Coming down the causeway off the bridge,
the sky behind the skeletons of the new towers
rising South of Market is colored more
like Easter eggs than Christmas,
and no one on the bus has any news yet
about the body that washed up yesterday
on the rocks at the north side of the island.

Saturday, August 12, 2023

Love is wide and small

There’s a jungle fungus

that invades the brains

of jungle ants,

turns’em into zombies.


But who loves ants?

Or fungus anywhere

when not in a sauce

or omelet. However,


when the magic ones,

the psilocybin mushrooms

invade our brains

they might lead us to God.


or loving ants, at least

enough to forgive them

when they invade

the bowl of sugar 

or the bag of dog food.

Friday, August 4, 2023

A haiku is like a photograph

White dress and blue tux

for sale in the weed-choked yard

veil not included.


Bar in the back of 

a Volkswagon microbus,

chairs on the sidewalk.


Grainy game show plays,

red tissue hearts dangle from

cottage cheese ceiling.


Porcelain dragons

and elves adorned Kimberlee’s

living room shelves


An ivy strangled

picket fence guards the tear drop

travel trailer’s door.


They stand in rubber

boots and smoke cigars, hope to

staunch their bleeding souls.

Saturday, July 15, 2023

Shine a light

Hassel has a whole

12-man barracks room

all to himself.


In one of the so-called

“temporary quarters”,

French prefab buildings

left over from the

post World War II

occupation of southern

Germany.


The French went home,

it’s American now, Fort Black Jack.

One of the field bases

for the Pershing missile system.

Live ones. Four of them.

Loaded with nuclear warheads

and ready to launch

with a five minute countdown.


Hassel doesn’t have

a job on a missile crew,

he’s in charge of the armory.

Where they keep the M-16 rifles

and .45 caliber automatic pistols.


He got the job after the previous armorer

accidentally shot himself in the chest

while cleaning or fooling around with a 45.

He lived, but never came back to the base.


Hassel has a good stereo

in that big empty room.

And lots of records.

The floors are hardwood

smoothed by years of wax

and hundreds of soldiers’ feet.


Hassel doesn’t dance.

He watches me and Brown

slide and swirl, our boots

stashed in the corner,

our heads full of primo

Afghani black hash.

Our olive drab GI woolen socks

slide as smooth as ice skates

on the polished wood floor.


And oh, as I turn,

as I live inside the song,

as I reach towards the ceiling

as I close my eyes,

and Jagger sings:


May the good lord, shine a light on you,

Make every song, your favorite tune.

May the good lord, shine a light on you,

Warm, like the evening sun.

Thursday, June 15, 2023

Whiskey drinking bears

Between the dead wings

of navy barracks building F,


one sparkly sunny Sunday,

Kevin dumped his twenty-six hundred dollar

fatboy bike on the close-mowed weeds.


Sprawled his nonfat self beside it

for a warm January afternoon doze.


He drifted into a eucalyptus scented dream

of whiskey-drinking grizzly bears

and schooners abandoned in the mud.


Black-haired children selling oysters

and strips of dried venison. speckled eggs.


A team of chestnut horses tow a Cadillac with a rope

of braided bed sheets and patriotic bunting.


A troupe of monkeys riding dogs follows close behind.

Their queen, a former governor, blows a red kiss


to the plaid flannel-shirted crowd. And a baby

in a bamboo pram points a pudgy finger


at the jalopies, horses and army trucks

festooned with candy characters

fresh from the evening news.


Kevin woke up staring at a Labrador

whose lolling tongue had dripped

a string of dog drool on his cheek.


The sun blazed on,

and up beyond the friendly lab,


on one of the unbroken windows

of the barracks, Kevin saw

a goat-bearded face with horns


spray painted in blue

on the backside of the dirty glass.



Saturday, April 29, 2023

Rendering history bit by bit

History now is stuck in bits.
Which, if you had time,
-like years-

could be written
on millions of blackboards
or scratched on walls.

Even nuance can be captured
if you have enough ones
and zeros.

Hamlet rendered
with the light switch
in a skid row hotel room,

if you have enough dough
for for a shit load
of Adderall and take out.

Saturday, April 15, 2023

Bluebellies

A bluebelly lizard

basking on the warm asphalt

of the driveway

scurried under the deck

in front of the house

when he saw me arrive.


I used to catch them

when i was eight or nine

or forty one. I probably

still could. And without

breaking their tails.


It’s enough to see them now,

the first one of spring

on the driveway.

Bluebellies and poppies,

that’s how I mark spring.