Tuesday, July 14, 2026

My pillows

The sweet grass was soft 

in the dark campground

half an hour’s moonless

walk beyond Dachau.


I slept in my thrift shop

Hungarian cotton raincoat.

It was warm enough

for the mid summer night.


The crook of my arm served

as my pillow. Some kind

early rising campers

gave me a cup of coffee.


Seven years later when

I was fomenting revolution

in LA, I slept on the floor

of a Guatemalan millworker


at Bethlehem Steel

in Vernon, California.

A rolled up field coat

was my pillow this time.


Fortty years after that,

I was taking my wife’s ashes

to Bangkok and got stuck

at the Hong Kong airport


when pro-democracy

demonstrators shut down

the airport overnight.

I wriggled into a spot under


a row of seats and used my

knapsack with the special

container of her ashes inside

to nap for a few restless hours.


I did not dream of a ladder

that reached up to heaven

full of angels and with God

at the top extending his love. 


I know what a father’s love

feels like though. My Dad

showed me how to make a bed

and a pillow with sprigs of


bear clover and oak leaves

under a tarp next a trout creek.

We stretched our our Army

surplus mummy bags and


gazed up at the stars, happy

with the trout that he had taught

me how to catch that day and

cook in a skillet over a campfire. 

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