Friday, August 14, 2026

The Assistant

The day bordered on cold,

all the men and women

wore long coats. And they

gathered in the square


to peer through small panes

of dark glass or between

their fingers at the noon

sun as it was slowly

eclipsed by the moon.


My stepfather, Eugene Atget

said, “Léon, set the tripod here.

Quickly, while the people are still

so engaged in watching the eclipse.


I did as he instructed and 

removed a glass photographic

plate in it’s protective frame

and handed it to him.


He stuck his head under

the black cloth draped over

the heavy wooden camera

and composed his shot.


Never look directly at the sun

he warned me. If you wish

to become a photographer

you must protect your eyes.


I did very much want

to become a photographer

and my mother, Valentine had

persuaded Eugene to teach me.


Which at this time mainly

consisted of me carrying

the big tripod and a case

of sensitized glass negatives.


It was fascinating to see him work,

to notice where he set the camera

and what he chose to photograph.

Sometimes I wasn’t sure


what he was looking at until

we returned to his studio and

developed the plates and made

the seemingly magical process

contact prints darkened by the sun.


Sometimes it might be an quiet

street or just a stairway, a door,

a crooked tree in a garden.

The photos of people on the street

were some of my favorites,


a man with a heavily loaded handcart,

someone reading a newspaper,

a prostitute smiling from a doorway.

My very most favorite ones though

were the shop windows.


With mannequins looking like actors

on stage or sometimes like spirits

from another world, ghostly

when seen in juxtaposition with

reflections off the window glass.


The eclipse was over and tthe people

were dispersing, but our day had

many hours yet of walking the streets.

First we were to meet Monsieur Degas

at his favorite cafe in Montparnasse.


To discuss a commission to provide

photographs for one of his paintings.

I hope that one day Monsieur Lautrec

will ask for some source images


at Moulin Rouge. Perhaps I could

have my first experience of absinthe

and perchance have a conversation

with one of the danseuses.

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