Wednesday, September 18, 2013

if trees had lips


if trees had lips

do you need a fly's eye to see it
or a squirrel's ears to hear it?

what the sandstone has to say
about the way that water cuts

through notions of eternity.
the trees know this better than we do.

even the ones beside the road
we used to ride on big red fat-tired bikes.

some trees had rusted strands
of barbed wire embedded

in the trunks where the bark
grew over it and left a scar

like tight pressed lips
that refuse to speak

about the rod and gun club
that posted all the signs

that warned of fines and prosecution
for trespassers and violators

of property. they had exclusive rights
to hunt for meat and trophies.

antlers nailed to the trees
around their rustic camp

a string of bare sixty watt bulbs
drooping from limb to limb

a pool of light under the bay laurels
that spice the whiskey, beer 

and t-bone scented air.
they left behind for us to find

some mildewed porno magazines,
with leprous swollen pages

that we carefully pried apart
to gawk and gaze at mottled images

of women doing things
that enflame the minds of men.

why then did they tack the centerfolds
on the trunks of those old trees

and pepper them with twenty-twos
aiming for the tits and crotch?

the parts that we most wished to see,
the curves and crannies of female anatomy?

the bulltail ranch hunting camp
was stripped from it's dim hollow

when george lucas bought the property
and changed the name to skywalker.

if the oaks and bays could speak,
part the lips of those old scars

and move their heartwood tongues
they might laugh about the hunters

and spit out the bullets that pierced
their knobby skins. i hope those men

are dead, and with any luck
their rotted cocks and livers

are fertilizing the roots
of buckeyes, bays, and poison oak

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

what fits into a soda can


when the youngest are the first to die
how small is the urn, will the ashes
fit into a twelve ounce soda can?

cremains sounds like a non-dairy creamer,
the box should have a black carnation

if all the hair and skin and toe nails I've shed
were gathered together in a great big pile……
i wonder how big that would be?

bigger than my present sixty one year old body? probably.
it'll join those sheddings soon enough.

not to mention the unmentionables
that have already rejoined the biosphere

and i can imagine that a day could come
when a smear of dick cheney's shit

or a shard of  vlad the impaler's skull
a snippet of mother theresa's pubic hair

could be stirred into a jar
of genetically modified stem cells

and then……… what? it's not preordained.
they might just turn out to be:

the mean village dog catcher
or a border agent, a cashier, or a banker
a cook or a librarian

none of that will come of me
no clones or kids,

just this. and all the bits and bytes
that outlive the ink and platinum fiber prints
not to mention this flesh and bone.

well, all those ones and zeros
occupy some molecules, somewhere,

in that sunlit upland called the cloud
and even those days that bathed

in a golden summer of oaks and grass and lust,
-that went on for years …….and years

all these little scraps of thought
or images….mute pixels,

they have an actual physical existence:
molecules on servers.

and if you gathered them all up,
bit by bit by byte,

i bet they'd weigh a lot less,
than twenty one grams.