Tuesday, June 24, 2014

industry


the english sparrows
tweet in dusty trees,  

flit to pick at scraps
of a discarded

enchilada
on the slick

red-painted bricks
of ensenada.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

but after all


he spoke english.
he had blue eyes,
and a braided beard
establishing his street cred,
150K per annum, and
twenty feet of vintage vinyl.

cold pressed virgin oil
from a $50 lunch lingered
on his fingers as he
cold pressed ten million lives
between two forty five
and three o'clock on friday.

he discussed this weeks
wars and clicks while sipping
a cappuccino fetched by
his pink-haired office chick,
speculated on her talents
with her tongue stud.

maybe he could wrestle a demo
in the back seat of his tesla.
he'd promised that he'd test her
claim that she could code
like a psychedelic demon
data mining the motherfucking lode.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

heart:



she said she remembers
they were living in a grain elevator
somewhere up the road
from muleshoe, texas
in the panhandle.

the ones who'd gone before
them said there was work
and land out in california
so they piled their possessions
in a buick some doctor out in LA
needed to be delivered.

they took up a tenant farm
on some scabby acres,
a hill out by ivanhoe,
her father scraped the money
together for a couple of
draft horses and plowed
the rocky soil.

one day,
when she was five,
standing beside
the sunscorched road
her sister said let's 
walk out in front
of that car
speeding up the road.

she was joking, but mom
thought it was a serious
suggestion and she was
caught on the bumper of
a buick skidding from
sixty miles per hour,
dragged along the asphalt.

left a nine scar on her thigh
that she showed us with the story.

when i was five
and we had moved up to modesto
she pulled me out of baptist sunday school.
i always thought it was because
we were now beyond the influence

of her father, the WWI doughboy
farmer baptist sunday school teacher.
but that was not the reason:

she told me a few years ago
that i had told my teacher
that i wanted to know about the devil
and she had not answered. if the church
would not answer the questions
of a five year old, she saw no reason
for me to keep going.

her heart is weak now,
she gets exhausted by
rearranging her pillows
or walking across the room
and yet she says to me, laughing
don't buy me any green bananas.

richard and sarah are masters of metal


they fill the cavernous
trunk of their trusty
imperial each day
with aluminum cans
fished from trash bins
with salad tongs
and magic fingers.

about six o'clock
in the parking lot
of their H street flat,
they pour a collection
of coke and coors,
lipton's, mountain dew
and squirt cans,
on the pavement.

richard weighs
three hundred pounds,
sarah tops two fifty.
so as they step gently
on the aluminum carpet
they never need to stomp,
the booty collapses
with a delicate crunch.

twenty minutes later
the compacted cans
collected in thirty gallon
hefty bags, go back
in the imperial trunk

and they retire to their
his and hers couches
with a six pack of tab,
the national enquirer,
and two buckets of the
colonel's extra crispy.

Thursday, June 12, 2014

the bridge


it was a sour milk sky at midnight
and i could not confirm my identity

when the drab men spoke in angry
dog voices: are you a mockingbird?

that coat looks like something
from the other side of the wall.

those are not our words or alphabet,
we don't trust your eyes any more

than your hat or shoes, anyway.
this bridge is for crossing not for

birds with paint on their hands
and zippos in their pockets.

the seeds in your hair betray you
for the alien you are, impostor. go.

Sunday, June 8, 2014

the redlands


it's a blue oak savanna frying pan
under the skirts of lassen and
her sister, shasta.
the red lands where the rattlesnake
and the ground squirrel battle
to determine if her progeny
will be the snake's meal
or the squirrel's successors.
she fends off the snake
chases it from her burrow
onto highway 36.

in the midnight moonglare
chester has his headlights off
too buzzed on the longneck buds
he drained at the roadhouse
and fortified with some epic crank,
he barely feels the bump
his left front wheel makes
as it hits the snake
or the right front when
it intercepts the pursuing squirrel.

he stops in the middle of the road,
backs up to investigate,
an idea hatching,
having rundown rattlers
on many a night before.
chester pokes the snake
with his boot then picks it up
by the tail and stows it
on the floor of his truck
amidst the empty jerky bags
mini ketchup packets
and an orphaned sock.

two miles down the road
he turns onto a gravel drive,
shuts off the motor and coasts
into the yard behind the doublewide
where his ex, terri's, beater pontiac
sunbird is parked beside his asshole
stepbrother's broken ski boat.

chester hooks the dead snake
off the floor with a tire iron
and creeps up to the
screen door of the trailer. 
he hears his brother moaning
yeah baby, yeah baby,
do it. just like that,

chester gently eases
the screen door open
and puts the snake on the floor.
the effect will be much better
if he arranges it in a striking pose
so he reaches in and begins
to set up his little surprise.

the rattler has one spark of life
left in her or perhaps some kind
of vengeful spirit beyond the mortal coil.
just as chester places her head
in position, with one last spasm
she sinks her fangs deep into
his throat and sends a flood
of venom into his veins.

at the same moment, his stepbrother's
violent orgasm releases the blood clot
that has been lurking in his neck
and a massive stroke fells him
from the lazy boy recliner onto
the floor, where his last sight
is an empty cheetos bag, two pennies
and an expired discover card.

terri squirms out from under him
and sees chester twitching on the dirt
outside the door, a dead rattlesnake
clutched in one hand and his eyes
darting from side to side. chester
sees terri staring at him, naked
on her hands and knees in the
doorway of the trailer and he can no
longer hear what she is saying
but it's clear enough what's
on her lips before she spits
and he stops seeing anything.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

he saw her today at the reception


billie didn't have
an invitation, so
he tagged onto the tails
of the upper broadway couple
just in front of him.

as if he was part
of their ever present
entourage. he wore
a rented tux and
a red carpet smile,

snagged a flute of dom
from a server gliding by
who flicked a knowing
glance at him
with a practiced eye.

he feigned a cool casualness
as he slipped between
the chatting guests
to stand beneath
the branches of the

potted ficus that flanked
the sweeping staircase.
from which, she,
would soon descend.
he licked his teeth

and sipped his champagne
savoring the moment when
she would see him
as he stepped out from
the shelter of the tree.

every eye would be trained
upon her entrance.
would she disguise
her recognition, deny
the fervid hours they spent

in the back rooms
of the museum reenacting
certain carefully selected
scenes painted by lautrec?
she arrives, in her diaphanous

gown, a glass insect gazing
down at the empty suits
waiting to devour her
like parisian chocolates with
their hungry stares.

Monday, June 2, 2014

down by the river in old town friday night


the bronze rider whips a bronze horse,
but they never gallop across the river.
they pose, frozen for the smiths, the lees,
garcias, and johnsons taking selfies.

the sinking western sun gleams
where ten thousand hands
have caressed their flanks
and gear. the rider and horse

stare unblinking at our blazing star
as night falls and the river breezes
stir the candy wrappers and flyers
for the latest tribute band playing at
the old west saloon down the street.

a feral cat stalks a boot
in the basement pit
where the riverview hotel stood
before it burned down in forty seven.

black walnut sapling volunteers
sprouting in the brick piles
screen her kittens from
the friday night bar hoppers.

every afternoon, janice fills
a swanson's pieplate
with fish-flavored kibble
and leaves it in the rubble.
it's all gone by dawn when

the cat snoozes and suckles
her kittens in her bed inside
a crumpled laura scudder's
potato chip box and
the morning dew glistens
on the rider and the horse.