Wednesday, January 31, 2018

Alejandra y Leticia


Alejandra tries to ignore
the blisters on her heel.
She keeps her eyes
on Leticia's hooded figure
a dozen steps ahead.

Listens to the soft crunch
her duct taped shoes
make on sand in the arroyo.

She whispers a string of numbers,
one with each step, each breath.
The cell phone contact she will call tomorrow
or the next day or the next one after that.

For the promised job in a hotel.
Making beds and cleaning bathrooms.

The sky is brightening and already
the cool of the night is changing
into the furnace of the coming day.

Tomas, the coyote who has lead them
across the desert, stops under a clump
of tamarisk trees overhanging the bank
of the arroyo. Raises his hand
and gestures for them to hurry.

Points at the scanty shade
where they will wait until night
to resume their trek.

Leticia sits down and slumps
against the trunk of a tamarisk
without bothering to check
for any scorpions that might
still be hunting in the leaf litter
under the tree.

Opens her eyes when Alejandra
flops down beside her
and asks, Are you thirsty, mija?
take a little sip of my water,
but save the rest for later
when the sun will be more cruel.

When we get to our new home,
I will buy you so much soda
you can take a bath in it.

Leticia stares at Alejandra,
sets down the dirty purple
stuffed elephant that she has
clung to for a thousand miles
of buses and vans, and now
this long march through the desert.

She gulps some of the cloudy water
in the two liter plastic Pepsi bottle
that her mother hands her and sighs.
When will we get there, Mama, when?

Soon, mija, soon. Tomas says
one more night of walking
and then we will ride in a car.
Can you sleep? Shall I sing for you
Your favorite corrido?
I must sing it very quietly, ok?

Había una vez una princesa
que vivía en un gran castillo....


Thursday, January 25, 2018

At the end of the world


The finger of Pierce Point
points towards Siberia.
Feels like the end of the world.

When a Northwest wind
chills my ears, I could almost
ride the updraft and chase
the setting sun.

At a thousand miles per hour,
night would never catch me.

The bloody fire in the sky
always just ahead,
painting icy mountains

and gray cities
in its rosy glow.

Unfortunately, I'm too slow.
I turn away from the Pacific view
and walk back past

the rutting elk and jutting rocks
the shattered cypress
and shuttered barn

to where the trail
begins and ends:
the parking lot.

Thursday, January 18, 2018

The wall


rerun the paragraph.
again again I fail
to untangle cars
from houses or
bananas.

the magazine claims
to reveal the real
substantiated
information
that will shift

the course of history.
I would care more
if time could slip back
a dozen days or so.
before this wall

of inescapable fact
that a never ending flow
of classic movies or
breaking news loops
fails to distract me

from this dark wall.
taller than the ones
on any border,
I know you're in there.
trapped inside your skull.

with a lifetime's,
laughter, tears
and boredom,
christmas mornings
weddings, beaches,

camping trips
and yard work,
arguments about
household chores
and the time I ran away.

I'm glad that you
still laugh and even
managed to make a joke
somehow. before you
slipped back again

behind that wall
fighting to speak
your name or mine
or the month
when you were born.