Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Sixth & Mission

She was waiting

for the light to change

at 6th and Mission.


7:30.

People on their

way to work. 


Saw a young woman

she recognized

from high school. 

When she had sparkled.

Just six years ago.


Barefoot.

Wearing only her underwear.

With a filthy blanket

slung over her shoulder

trailing on the sidewalk.


Eyes

that for the briefest moment

locked with hers,

acknowledging,

I used to know you,


Now you don't.

so please,

forget you saw me.

Wednesday, May 25, 2016

late night airport hotel ministry


he really
shouldn't be here
at all.

sprawled across
the weary corporate
furniture.

in this room
with a curtained view
of the off-site

airport parking lot.
thumbing through the gideon
while the escort girl

he'd called
worked her
rental dental best

to get him off
in five minutes
or less.

she'd write it up
as room service,
so he could put the charge

on his american express.
along with the frozen snickers,
chips and gin from the minibar.

after she left at three,
he clicked on the tv
and found the half-hour pitch

he'd done the day before
preaching the gospel
of prosperity.

sow your seed, he plead,
and you'll receive
divine rewards in multifold

(and incidentally
keep your humble servant
well-supplied with head)

Monday, May 16, 2016

controlled substances

to be for an hour, a well-fed cat
dozing on a sunny window sill.

an hour dissolved.
no seconds, no minutes
an ever stretching bliss.

to be a suckling infant
at the breast

of a kind and glorious universe
with no boundary between infinity
and self........

and available in a powder
or a pill. this humble hilltop
feels like the peak of everest

and i am living inside this song
because this is the best,
-the very best song.
party. sex.
i've ever ever felt.

never ever realized
the depth, the wisdom
expressed so profoundly

I must write it down.
tomorrow, yes.
while it's still fresh.

Like the ancient mystics
must have done, this must be
the key that unlocks the mysteries,
this ecstasy, naked of regrets.

sinking slowly
through warm honey
could never be this sweet
never have this loft
never feel so close to god

this broken car seat
with the cigarette burns
is my throne.

this squat is my palace
this potion in my veins:
divine elixir.

this this this,
is what,

is is.

is is.

Thursday, May 12, 2016

smart things


i confess:
I enjoy some smart devices.
like checking on the weather
in Seattle or Timbuktu
on my phone.

and not having to remember
phone numbers is great.
leaves more brain room
for passwords.

but i think i would prefer
things with soul.
less convient. fussy.
possessed.

the typewriter with sticky keys
a cockeyed capital I,
almost but not quite italic.
and a decapitated small b.
that's character. or evidence
on the ransom note.

my temperamental
english roadster.
wanted the choke just so
on frosty mornings.
sweet talk, prayers
and cursing
were all involved.

the checkers
at the grocery store
knew my name
not my purchase history
embedded on a magnetic stripe
on the back of a plastic card.

and proper paper maps!
when you figure out
how to fold them
you're ready to try origami.

and tender whispers
on a rotary phone,
lit more fire
than cruising girls
on tinder.

maybe the gizmo
and gadget makers
could give their widgets
more personality.

the television wouldn't let you
binge watch real housewives of hollywood
or naked and afraid.
instead of storage wars
you'd be locked into
city council meetings
or at least a twilight zone marathon. 

how about house keys
that teased you when
you can't remember
where you left them.
they call you on your mobile
and say, where did you last see us?
when you took out the trash?
oh wait, you haven't done that in a week.
and by the way,
when's the last time you called your mother?

Wednesday, May 4, 2016

Rainbow light


I sat in the last row
of the cathedral
under the soaring vault,

untouched by god but bathed,
in the rainbow light
of stained glass saints.

It felt somehow like grace.

I saw the evening glow
on the bomb-crushed
office in Kuwait City

and listened to the call
to the faithful
sung from the minarets,

stung by the sweet notes
drifting overhead,
words I did not understand

but felt as if I did.

I sat in the temple
on the hill above the city
where high school classrooms

had been converted
into torture cells.

The incense and the candles
and the whispers
of the kneeling visitors

was a comfort from
the mass graves and
tower of bones.

In the darkness,
I was not enlightened,
once more aware
of the thing that was not there,
-but was.