Saturday, July 15, 2023

Shine a light

Hassel has a whole

12-man barracks room

all to himself.


In one of the so-called

“temporary quarters”,

French prefab buildings

left over from the

post World War II

occupation of southern

Germany.


The French went home,

it’s American now, Fort Black Jack.

One of the field bases

for the Pershing missile system.

Live ones. Four of them.

Loaded with nuclear warheads

and ready to launch

with a five minute countdown.


Hassel doesn’t have

a job on a missile crew,

he’s in charge of the armory.

Where they keep the M-16 rifles

and .45 caliber automatic pistols.


He got the job after the previous armorer

accidentally shot himself in the chest

while cleaning or fooling around with a 45.

He lived, but never came back to the base.


Hassel has a good stereo

in that big empty room.

And lots of records.

The floors are hardwood

smoothed by years of wax

and hundreds of soldiers’ feet.


Hassel doesn’t dance.

He watches me and Brown

slide and swirl, our boots

stashed in the corner,

our heads full of primo

Afghani black hash.

Our olive drab GI woolen socks

slide as smooth as ice skates

on the polished wood floor.


And oh, as I turn,

as I live inside the song,

as I reach towards the ceiling

as I close my eyes,

and Jagger sings:


May the good lord, shine a light on you,

Make every song, your favorite tune.

May the good lord, shine a light on you,

Warm, like the evening sun.