Friday, October 31, 2014

the quake (3)

Fluorescent tubes cast their weary light
on the emergency room’s green sick walls.
The coughs and whispers faded to snores,
now that the predawn excitement had withdrawn.
A gray-haired nurse called, Nalbandian?
Henry waved a hand, that’s me.

Well c’mon, get over here,
let’s have a look at you, young man.
Her penlight probed his eyes,
look left, look right, follow my fingers,
you seem alright. Six stitches
and a dab of mercurochrome
‘s all we need to fix you up tonight.

At four thirty seven in the morning,
it was seventy-five degrees, cool for a mid-July night .
The cool would be gone in a few hours though,
when the mercury climbed past a hundred again.
Henry shook out a crooked Lucky Strike from a dented pack,
lit it up with a Zippo with a dragon engraved on the front,
and Inchon, Korea, 1951 on the back. 
They always tasted best in cool morning air.

A flock of cowbirds chorusing in a modesto ash,
went quiet as he crossed the empty street
and leaned against the door of his
fenderless tracknose ‘34 coupe.
Snuffed the butt, climbed in, turned the key.
The radio was playing a Bakersfield hit:
Bud Hobbs & his Trail Herders singing
candy kisses wrapped in paper…

  4:52 a.m. July 21, 1952.  Magnitude 7.3

With a jolt and a rumble, the Ford bucks like a bronco,
was he rear-ended by some phantom truck?
nothing there in the rear view mirror, so what the fuck?
The street ripples like a swarm of rats fighting under a blanket.
Falling bricks bounce off the pavement and the world roars
like a wagonload of taters on a wooden bridge.
A black exposion of cowbirds streams from the ash trees,
the needle on Bud Hobbs sad ballad jumps and skips
candy kisses, candy kisses, kisses, kisses,
mean more, mean more, to you , to you , than me

The bandaged and damaged, patients and staff,
gowned or in greens, limping or running,
pour down the stairs of the hospital,
spill out the doors into the street,
looking skyward where the stars
have yet to dim and a sliver of moon
still hangs in the west,
the rational ones doing their best
to calm and to comfort the rest.
Is this heaven’s revenge?

A disheveled doctor, with a stethoscope
dangling forgotten in his hand,
stares at one of his patients hustling out the door,
the baker’s cardiac wife gripping the arms
of a wheelchair as her flour-dusted husband
gives her a ride down the cracked stairs.
Broken bricks and window glass
dot the street and the grass,
ghostly shards glittering in the settling dust.
Ruthie Brown, still clutching her mop,
doesn’t see Augustus Smith
sneaking up ten paces behind her,
a short length of pipe in his hand.

Hey miss! look out behind you! run! get in the car!
She splashes through a puddle flooding the street,
jumps in through the open driver’s side door,
slides over the worn leather to the passenger side.
Henry grabs his old bulletless six shooter
stashed under the seat, points it at Gus.

Smith skids to a stop in the street.
Okay shithead, you win this morning.
but this ain’t the end of our bizness,
cuz I’m gonna be lookin’ for you.
that little jungle bitch too.
better fuck her while you got the chance,
‘fore I put this lil pal of mine up her snatch.

I’ll keep that in mind, I got a pal o’ my own.
try anything and I’ll shoot your dick off.
Gus steps back, holds the pipe in front of his crotch
rubbing it like an erection.
Yer gonna need it chief. When I’m done with her,
I’m gonna use this to piss on your grave.
Turns his back to show he ain’t scar’t,
joins the rest of his crew watching the scene
from the hospital lawn.


Let’s get out of here, miss.......
what’s your name anyway?
Ruthie. Ruthie Brown.
Are you really named Bandyman?
No. I’m Henry. Henry Nalbandian.
I’m real pleased to meet you, Mr Henry.
Likewise I’m sure, Miss Brown.


Thursday, October 30, 2014

the wall begins to crack (2)

Let her go, Smith, she’s just trying to do her job.
Wha’d you say, Bandyman?
Keep yer fuckin’ nose out of this.
You heard me, Gus, let her go.

Ruthie got real still as Gus snaked his hand
out of her drawers, but kept his other
tight around her waist.
Brought the molesting paw
up to his nose and sniffed.
wiped it on her skirt,
smeared a greasy signature
with his oilfield grime
on the pale blue cotton.

You want some of this, Bandyman? 
Smells like nigger ass,
I think she farted on me.
Henry got up slowly,
walked across the room.
Took the mop from Ruthie,
stood just out of Gus’s reach.
Stuck the handle in his chest.

I’m not asking, Smith.
Well, well, well,
I think ole four-eyes
Bandyman’s in love.
Why ain’t I surprised?
Gus sniffed his hand again
licked his finger, blew a kiss.

Shoved her into Henry
with his boot.
Go ahead ‘an take her.
Why’nt you take her out
to your piece of shit jalopy
and stick that mop up her ass.
Then you two shit birds
can have a shit party.

Henry staggered back
as Ruthie fell against him,
she’s just a little thing,
don’t quite reach his chin.
With a sheltering arm
light on her shoulders,
he led her out
of the emergency room.

They heard the hawk and splat,
when Gus spit on the floor
behind their backs.
You ok, miss?
Maybe you should go clean up
somewhere else for a while,
these boys are used to livin’
with a lot worse than
what’s on the floor here.
I’m sure this mess can wait a spell.

Ruthie quietly said, thanks.
Looked up from the floor to his face.
To see if he’s the other kind,
the ones with all their sweet talkin’,
thinking colored girls are easy.
He’s got nice brown eyes,
like a puppy she once had.
Maybe he’s okay, but even
puppies bite sometimes.

He handed her the mop.
She stood it up in the pail,
rolled it through the swinging doors
that didn’t block out the catcalls,
and whistles, the barking laughter.
Hey lover boy, big hero, got yourself a new gal?
Gonna get yourself some dark meat?
Better give’r plenty of gravy
before you give’r the corn.
an’ don’ forget to give the little monkey
your banana for dessert.

It was just like back in Oklahoma,
nothing ever seemed to change.
She’d come out here with Daddy and Mama,
Just like these men had.
Hoping for a job, a chance for something better.
No jobs for Daddy in the oilfields though.
They said they didn’t hire colored,
he should stick to pickin’ cotton.
Just like back in Oklahoma.

They had a little shack up in Teviston,
with outdoor water, and a beat up old stove.
So when her cousin Loretta
told her about this cleaning job
at the hospital and place to stay with her,
she jumped right on it.
MIght just be the stepping stone she wanted.

Anything was better than chopping cotton up in Teviston.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

sometimes it's a cat's world, sometimes it's not


that black cat slinks across the street,
flows under the pontiac like spilled ink.

the sloppy woman from around the corner
in the 49ers t-shirt with last night's party

stains all down her chest, yells at her son
-just shut the fuck up and get in the car.

the cat scoots from the beater 4-door
to the juniper hedge beside the driveway,

turns around and glares a yellow death curse
at the noisy slob scaring away the sparrows

she was stalking. the sparrows perch
on the rain gutters of building 1420

and lob their tiny shit bombs into
the foul-mouthed mother's dirty hair.

she doesn't even notice but her son does
and he tries to hide a smirk behind his hand.

her party partner from the night before
shouts from the balcony, where you going,

get me some beer and a pack of newports
while you're out. she turns and hollers back

i only have ten bucks and you already
owe me twenty, you cheapass fuck.

the cat crouches under the junipers and
i could swear she's wearing a cheshire smile.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

truth or consequences


he can smell where she's been today,
it's in her hair. underneath the french
conditioner, the funk of his hot spew.

she said she'd rock climbed devil's knob.
he's pretty sure that she had polished it too.
now she's riding tears and violins,

strolling the imaginary halls of her soap
opera palaces, waiting for her mountain
prince to rescue her from boredomville.

another evening in the living room which
might as well be two grottos side by side,
staring at the wedding portrait on the wall.

he just wishes he was a catfish
swimming up the muddy Rio Grande
past El Paso where there ain't no dams.
til you get to Truth or Consequences.