Bored in Eden

She stood out in the empty street,

dragging the torn limb of the small plum tree

that grows at the base of Eden lane.

The weight of May rains

on the hard young plums

might have been

too much of a strain.

Or perhaps it was an Amazon van,

Fed Ex truck, or Uber Eats delivery man

Cutting too sharp in reverse.

Tearing the branch from the tree.

The street was hot as a griddle,

but the girl must have been tired

of hanging out indoors.

She moved with the languid,

bored, awkward grace of a teen,

stripping plums off the torn branch.

Tossed them underhanded

like dice at a craps table

to roll down the steep street.

Watched them tumble.

Tore off some more.

Tossed ‘em. Watched ‘em.

Tossed ‘em and watched ‘em.

Sat down on the pavement

With the branch in her lap.

grabbed more. Threw til

the fun wore off or the street

got too hot to keep sitting.

She dragged the branch

back to the edge of Eden.

The plums came to a rest

in the gutter. She left.

Four eyes

Been seeing the world

through glass since I was ten.

When I was having trouble

reading the names chalked

on the blackboard in my

5th grade history class.

So I got a front row seat

until my ugly plastic specs

were finished and fitted.

I didn’t get to choose the style.

Not that it mattered much

as soon as I walked outside

and saw a sparrow flit

across the sky.

And every needle

on the cedars in the canyon

where we camped that weekend

was as defined as the stained glass

windows in a cathedral.

Without my glasses,

I’d never notice

the old chewing gum that

speckles the sidewalk.

Or the discarded

masks and latex gloves

In the gutter.

Or the red-shouldered hawk

that cries and perches

at the crown of the tree I see

from the bedroom window.

I’d lose my lover in a crowd.

The orchids in the garden

might elude my blurry gaze.

Through my wire-framed hippie glasses,

I saw Jimi Hendrix shred

The Star-Spangled Banner

on the Woodstock stage.

When I put on my glasses

In the morning now, I can see

Mt Diablo on the horizon

of the pinkend sunrising sky.

When

The wren perched

on the railing

railed at the cat

lurking under the hedge

which has become infected

by some blight or mold.

It happened quickly,

dull white spots

have developed

since I was here

three days ago

to check my mail.

When will the camellias

finish dropping blossoms

that look like pools of blood?

When will Thursday

separate from Tuesday?

Doesn’t matter to the wren.

weeds and rats

the beast stands at the edge of the river
where it wraps around the ancient village
the soldiers slouched in the back of the truck

have fidgety hands, ready for card games,

beer, or pillage

the markers on the road pass by,
another kid perhaps to die
a blazing would-be hero while

the quiet ones glow
somewhere in an alley

the hog grazing beside the river wanders off.
the captain says: men! the mission went so well,
because after all, we are heavily invested

in the services of hell.

then I met a woman
who made me gasp and quiver
but eventually I understood,
that emptiness
was all that I could give her

and yet,
i didn’t want to see the world
go to weeds and rats
mining for old plastic
and eating dogs and cats

the cars all rusted,
the birds gasping for breath,
all the toys broken
or dress rehearsing death.

i was driving down the highway
and i saw bluebelly lizards
sunning themselves in the median strip,
a beercan toss away
hunting for bugs between styrofoam cups,
and marlboro butts.

I saw sparrows eating moths off radiator grills.
they say coyotes eat the poodles
when they come down from the hills

I don’t want to see the world
go to weeds and rats,
i want to see eagles.
rhinos. frogs. and bats

i want to see spring oaks explode

in leaf and light, with a thousand golden

finches bursting into flight.

once there was a hummingbird….
who hovered in the spray
from my garden hose
as i watered a climbing rose.

that’s what I want to see
-not pigeons missing toes

Stop and smell the sagebrush

Took a long loop

around king’s mountain.

pulled leaves and needles

off shrubs and firs

Crushed them in my hand

to see what scent they held.

Making sure that I could

still smell them.

Because that’s a symptom;

loss of taste and smell.

Not that I was seriously worried,

I had enjoyed my breakfast.

The Douglas fir and Scottish broom

didn’t release much scent,

so that planted a wee seed

that was reliably relieved

by the leaf of a bay laurel

and a pinch of coastal sagebrush;

aromas that summon the summers

of a childhood roaming the hills.

It was a long loop.

By the time we got home,

we were famished, so our prayer

of grace was particularly sincere.

Patience

Blind salamanders

in the flooded caves

of Herzegovina

can live a hundred years.

Not doing much of anything.

One calm individual

hasn’t moved at all

for seven years.

They wait,

listening for

a snail to move.

One meal

can sustain them

for a decade.

Every dozen

years or so,

they mate.

What dreams

does such a

creature have?

In the cool subterranean

flow of crystal waters

in their century long night,

do they dream of drifting

through the darkness

of intergalactic space?

Do they summon

ancestral memories

of when their progenitors

were the first to walk

upon the virgin earth?

In their blindness,

perhaps they seek

to see the face of God.

The corner

On the corner of 1st

and nowhere,

The scent of roses and poisons

drifts through the air.

The souls who truly see me

beg for a dollar or a smoke.

Even when I don’t

have them anymore.

And the feathered clouds

that twist above the city's towers

don’t care as much

as God and I do.

Growls and whispers

linger in the doorways,

and a thousand earbuds play

a thousand private songs.

I overhear walking endearments,

arguments, and deals.

I see caps and hats and hair,

long or gone or blue,

the shod and shoeless,

rags and suits,

miniskirts and sports gear,

ragged beards and lipstick.

I'm watching the little man

change from red to green

at the corner of now

and nowhere

where I've sometimes found

the connection

between the pedestrian

and the sublime.